So.. it is true. when I decided to name my blog life's like a chu chu train I may not knew what it meant at that time. But now I'm feeling it. Few months ago, I was stressed out because my job was coming to an end due to contract. I was looking for a new job, studying for exams, trying to get motivated, and maintaining a healthy relationship with my friends. For a short time, I completely forgot about my cousin's wedding where I was the Maid Of Honor. This made my cousin sad since she was expecting so much from me. On top, I have no experience so I had no idea what I was supposed to do or ask. We had a short fight and stopped talking. As the wedding day approached, her best friend made sure we were talking again. Her wedding came and it was beautiful. Everyone including the bride looked stunning. Aside from being nervous about the wedding speech and preparation, I stopped thinking about or stressing about jobs and studying. I thought wedding was going to be one day an